don't think I can review any writings or thoughts right now. too precious. gonna need to pull over the car in the middle of the street and get out and lay on the ground and stretch my back. stretch it for the sole purpose of not having an inflamed muscle as I continue driving.
I am sorry, it is painful, but, I just need other distractions right now. I don't want to think about the open wound getting infected, i'm sorry, I just can't. I...