Can I be honest?
I am fine with doom and gloom, but I get especially annoyed when every occurrence is a repeat of the last version. Have a moment of devastation, but, like...change it up.
This has been a constant reason why I step away from the forum so much, but, also...I have a life I want to live, so I get as much as possible to make it.
We are in a new era of cinema where not everything is sure-fire hit anymore, and, I believe the unpredictability has everyone rattled. Rightfully so, how can this field continue if we lose reasons to prove its success and worth. But, I also believe we can participate in those conversations where the most popular quote of the day is not just, "Cinema is over!" Like, get in depth, tell me why. What can we do?
Having the conversation grow redundant is only pushing someone like me away, and I will not even bother popping in a place (this forum) where this is the constant mood.
Like, I need some fun. My life is whack too like Clay. I am still recovering from my extremely shitty and toxic "relationship" with a past lover who seriously lied to me. I am still recovering from my childhood's traumatic experiences. I am still recovering from a county that had someone like Trump (and many others in public office) voted into power. I am still recovering from the fact I was not born rich, so I will never have access to opportunities I so desperately wish I had to live the life I want.
It fucking sucks. I am too damn bold, too damn charismatic, too damn funny, too damn pretty, and too damn talented to not be a star. So, when I login in here, if you are depressed, great. Tell me how you too want to end it right in front of someone you hate to change their life trajectory.
Or, be like, be open about how much you would receive a spit roast and train from the likes of Duddddde, Eric, Spidey Freak, etc.