ahh!! I turned my mind into like 'crazy doomsday cultist' in regards to those mind altering substances.
lol, be careful with Xanax. Since it is daily, that means it creates a new you, and leaving it gives a crazy existential crisis.
it is like, with Xanax, you get new wings and a new personality.
and to leave it means you have to hospitalize yourself in bed for a while and become very ill like you are in a cocoon.
Then you return back to your normal self you feel sick and broken and dissatisfied and you realize how broken your original wings were.
It is unfair.
I wonder how much mind substances have affected our achievements. Was the space race, NASA, CIA, and all forms of art from the last 100 years that us humans sit on top of influenced from acid, Adderall, and opioids? Is that what separates us from the elite? Are we meant to enhance our abilities? Some scientists do it naturally, but how does everyone keep up as a whole around the world?